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Dimanakah kasih
Tak seperti dulu
Kata kau sayangkan ku
Benarkah itu

Walau kehadiranku hanyalah sementara
Bukan salahmu sayang kira kau jatuh cinta
Akan ku pergi jauh takkan kembali
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Kini ku bersara
Dengan langkah baru
Menyisi luka ini
Kekasih... sekeras aku
Terhiris kerna kamu

Ku tinggalkan cinta
Kisah yang berlalu
Kisah kenangan kita
Hanya kau tahu

Walau kehadiranmu bagaikan menghiasi
Bukan caraku sayang harap engkau mengerti
Pemergianku ini tak ku relai
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Ku undur diri

130230

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yF4YiATKqxg





fav!!

what hurts the most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
Ooohhh....

nothing like u n me

We spent some time
together walking
Spent some time just talking
about who we were
You held my hand so
very tightly
And told me what we
could be dreaming of

There’s nothing like you and I

We spent some time
together drinking
Spent some time just thinking
about days of joy
As our hearts started
beating faster
I recalled your laughter
from long ago

There’s nothing like you and I

We spent some time
together crying
Spent some time just trying
to let each other go
I held your hand so
very tightly
And told you what I would be
dreaming of

There’s nothing like you and I
So why do I even try?
There’s nothing like you and I

sOs

Where are those happy days, they seem so hard to find
I tried to reach for you, but you have closed your mind
Whatever happened to our love?
I wish I understood
It used to be so nice, it used to be so good

So when you're near me, darling can't you hear me
S. O. S.
The love you gave me, nothing else can save me
S. O. S.
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on?
When you're gone
Though I try how can I carry on?

You seem so far away though you are standing near
You made me feel alive, but something died I fear
I really tried to make it out
I wish I understood
What happened to our love, it used to be so good

So when you're near me, darling can't you hear me
S. O. S.
The love you gave me, nothing else can save me
S. O. S.
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on?
When you're gone
Though I try how can I carry on?

So when you're near me, darling can't you hear me
S. O. S.
And the love you gave me, nothing else can save me
S. O. S.
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on?
When you're gone
Though I try how can I carry on?
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on?
When you're gone
Though I try how can I carry on?

hati kering

hati ini sudah kering sayang..
untuk chenta mu itu..
untuk miliki dirimu itu..

hati ini sudah kering sayang..
untuk menyayangi..
untuk disayangi..

hati ini sudah kering sayang..
untuk waktu itu..
untuk ketika itu..

hati ini sudah kering sayang..
untuk mempertahankan chenta ini..
untuk memperkukuhkan kesetiaan ini..

masih mau kah kau lagi padaku..
masih ingat kah kau lagi pada chenta itu..
masih bernilai kah lagi rindu mu itu..

dan kerana hati yang sudah kering ini..
akku menyerah.. pergi yang tak terkejar olehku..
akku menyerah.. kerana terlalu rindu..
akku menyerah.. kerana terlalu sayang..

sayang.. doaku kau kan bahagia..
sayang.. doaku kau kan gembira..
di chentai dan menyintai..


adakala terasa kau dalam genggamanku sayang.. tapi kala itu kau seperti menjauh sayang.. berbahagialah sayang.. kerana itu yang akku mahukan buat kamu sayang..

msg 4 me msg 4 u

hmm.. da day i peupose to u, i hasitate..
kos i nk purpose u, in front of u..
kos i tkut u tak ley nk trime i..
but makes u hapy is wut i love da most..
so i purpose in da name of love n gives my heart to u..
idk y u tamo jmpe i..
i mls nk pk..
kos i trust u n love u..
n i tggu.. i tot 2dae gona b d day..
but i tak tau kt mne i xnmpk u..
coz i was there waiting..
n wait..


i didnt as u to come
n i dun like wut u do
that wut i told u b4
i dun wanna c u dat way
cuz i dun like suprises
d day u purpose me
im happy yes i do
but wut happen today
was not wut i want it to b
i kill myself by killing u
dat is wut i hav to face
n now.. i dun feel like seing u
cuz d pain dat i cost u
n d feel was not there
i hate u when u shout at me
n i hate myself of crying cuz of u..
"u ingt i smph ke tp jln tuh?"
i xckp n i xt'pk cmtu..
i hurt u
i hurt u
i hurt u
i hurt u
i hurt u
i hurt u
i hurt u
i hurt u
i hurt u
n d bez part is i hurt u
even more when i said
"i do luv u, but we're not meant to b"
like i use to said b4..

runsing lagi pusing

renung jauh2.. tenung dlm2..
masihkah ada lagi ruang itu..
buat akku.. buat engkau.. buat mereka..
masihkah ada lagi tempat itu
untuk akku.. untuk engkau.. untuk mereka..
saat akku mendengarnya..
sekilas itu fikiranku jauh melayang..
terus kearah itu..
chentanya.. kasihnya.. rindunya..
adilkah? kuasa2 veto mungkin..

"u must study 4 wut u wish 4"
i did!! siapa yang kata akku tak?
siapa yang ader dpn akku tuk buktikan akku tak?
siapa yang nmpk akku tak?
infact, akku habiskan seluruh ms yang akku ader
semata2 untuk aper yang akku mau kan..
kenapa tak slhkan takdir?
kenapa nak slhkan akku?
kenapa nak slhkan dia?
kenapa nak slhkan mereka?

apa akku perlu merakam setiap perilaku
tuk ku tontonkan pada kuasa2 veto
untuk akku buktikan pengorbanan kecilku..
ya.. pengorbanan kecil..
walaupun kecil namun ianya bermakna..
buat akku.. buat dia.. buat mereka..
kau tahu apa??
ini usaha ku.. kenapa tak dihargai..
sekurang2 nya akku tidak merosakkan diri
merosakkan akhlak.. merosakan masa depan..

berilah akku peluang..
berilah dia peluang..
berilah mereka peluang..
jatuh bangun seseorang bukan kerana takdirnya
jatuh bangun seseorang bukan kerana keinnginannya
setiap yang jatuh pasti akan bangkit semula
bukan sekadar bangkit.. malah hasil yang belipat ganda..

fikirkan sejenak..
semua sempurna
semua terbaek
dimana keseimbangannya?
dimana kesilapannya?
dimana pengajarannya?
akku, dia dan mereka
berhak melakukan kesilapan
berhak menerima hukuman
semua itu adalah hukum hakam kehidupan..

menagapa mereka mempertikaikannya???