bulan

bisikku pada bulan..
kembalikan
kekasehku
temanku
syurgaku

tanpa dia
malam menemaniku
sepi memelukku

bulan
jgn biar siang
biar kelam
seperti malam
yang menemani..

life

Tears are forming in your eyes,
a storm is warning in the skies,
the end of the world it seems,
you bend down and fall on your knees,
but be back on your feet ,yeah,

don't look away, don't run away,
baby it's only life,
don't lose your faith, don't run away,
baby, it's only life.

you were always playing hard,
you never could let down your guard,
and that you can't win, if you never give in,
and to that voice within,
saying pick up your chin,
baby let go of it , yeah.

don't look away, don't run away,
baby, it's only life.
don't lose your faith, don't run away,
baby it's only life.(repeat)

take your hesitance, and your self defense,
leave them behind, it's only life,
don't be so afraid of facing every day,
just take your time, it's only life,
I'll be your stepping stone, don't be so alone,
just hold on tight,it's only life,

don't look away, don't run away,
baby it's only life,
don't lose your faith, don't run away,
baby, it's only life

it's only life, it's only life,
don't look away...

si PEna

menari.. pena ini menari lg..
apa mahu mu wahai si pena..
pena terus menari..
maka, tercoret la kata-kata..

lidah kelu, beku, pejal..
mata meliar, mencari, memerhati..
suasananye suram, menanti ajal..
tatkala itulah perasaan mencengkam hati..

fikiran bercelaru..
bkn ini yg akku mahukan..
bkn ini juga yg kiter semue mahu..
kiter semue.. kau aku dan dier.
mereka..

hari ini sekali lagi
akku terpukulkan kisah silam
akku takut.. ianya berulang kembali..
alunan music itu bergema dseluruh
ruang ruang rindu ini..

akku rindukan ketika kiter
mule gelak ketawa bersama
akku rindukan kate2 yg tak penah akku dgr
dr engkau, dier mereke..
akku rindukan belaian seorg bapa,
sentuhan seorang ibu
usikan seorg abg dan herdikan seornag kakak..
owh.. tak lupe hiruk pikuk si adek kecil..

semuenyer berubah tatkala akku masih
berdiri disini.. sentiase megharapkan semuanye
kembali sperti sediekala..
manusie berubah.. benar..
tapi sejauh mane perubahan itu..
hingga hujung nyawe blm tentu semuenye
akan kembali seperti dulu..

kini hati kian terjerut..
keinginan tidak berbalas..
idup ini harus terus..
terus dan jgn sesekali terhenti
hanye kerane kamoo rindukan saat itu..

pena ini behenti saat akku
terase sejuk.. akku mahukan pelukan..
pelukan kasih syg..
sampai sini dlu wahai si pena..
esok luse kau kembali..
kembali dengan luahan2 akan dtg..

benci..

nak ketawe tp tade ape yg kelakar.. nak mnangis akku bkn lg bdk kecik nk perlu disumbat lolipop utk snyp.. ketiadaannyer, kewujudan akku dan kehilangan..

bile tak de akku cari2..
bile ader akku suh pegi..
bile pegi akku rayu kembali..
bile kembali akku mntk undur diri..

bile akku undur diri, akku tak puas ati..
bile akku tak puas ati, akku trus berlari n mencari..
bila dah pnt berlari n mencari, akku berhenti..
bile akku suda pun bhenti, segale nyer bru nk bermula..

akku hdir mnmpatkan diri..
suatu sudut dmane kau n akku setuju..
utk kiter raih sesuatu..
sesuatu yg menggembirekan kiter..

akku berjaye, kau suke..
kiter bahagie..
"i giv u all dat i hav in d world so dat we'll b happy.."
jnji.. ape yg pntg???
bkn keje same la..
ape yg pntg?
usehe kiter..
pe yg kiter lakukan kiter ikhlas..
kiter sabar..
n tiade rahsie antara kiter..

rahsie?? tu dlu..
skarang??
akku tak rs lg smuenyer..
wlupun jauh akku gembire..
sbb kau ader..
tp akku hilang..
hilang.. hilang "trust"..
akku goyang..
kini..
akku gugup ketike lafazkan ayt chente..
akku t'pk2 nk sampaikn khabar berite..
akku berdebar2 mnunggu hari yg kiter nnti2 kn..

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banyak bnd nk tmbh tp akku tak rs cm nk smpn tuk akan dtg.. huhhh~~

theres always sumthing 2 b share.. always.. always.. hurmm.. if its not here, it'll b in my heart.. heart keep evrything inside.. d bads n d guds.. we'll do d bads n d guds.. but we didnt decide which has to b d bads n d guds.. my bad is how i act.. how i treat.. wut i did n wut i've speak.. my gud is.. none i guess.. besides.. its not me whose telling d bads or d gudss.. n y should i care..

10.00 pagi..

keadaan sunyi camni yang akku nak.. akku suke..
akku letak buku yang akku bace td kat tepi..
bukan akku tak mau on9.. tp akku letih la..
penat.. akku ta sht nie.. pns bdn pn belom kurang..
syg.. on9 la.. i tggu nie.. huhuhu.. ;p
akku cam dpt rse ader yg nk akku on9..
sowi syg.. i xlarat giler..
skang ni ngah on9 tp tade yg menarik..
bunny tade.. wan tade.. crazee styler pn tade..
yg ader xpensive dude..
sape nk yg mahal2.. or msie kalo boleh nk yg free jer.. ;p
so pas bukak web sane sini, akku lg ske buang ms akku kat blog nie..
merepek 2 3 perenggan then publish then biar jer..
fun.. hahaha.. ;p

sbut sal fun akku betuah sbb dpt bunny..
y?? huhuhu.. ;p sbb his d bez damn thing..
y?? sbb his always there 4 me..
thnks bunny.. muahsxzz.. ;p
i'll b back soon.. then we'll meet up..
pastu kiter merepek tntg ms dpn..
hahaha.. ;p
eii.. kiter blm dcide lg nk p mner kan..
hahaha.. ;p
nemind let it b..
i dun like plans at all..

;p

do it!!

Life is a challenge, meet it
Life is a gift , accept it
Life is an adventure , dare it
Life is a sorrow , overcome it
Life is a tragedy ,face it
Life is a duty , perform it
Life is a game , play it
Life is a mystery , unfold it
Life is a song , sing it
Life is an opportunity , take it
Life is a journey , complete it
Life is a promise , fulfill it
Life is a love , embrace it
Life is a beauty , praise it
Life is a spirit , release it
Life is a struggle , fight it
Life is a puzzle , solve it
Life is a goal , achieve it!

serve u ryte~~

life wont b diz hard if i could go over it..
tonite.. huhh.. giler tuff..
ingt kat abis xm bley la hepi2..
but its not..
may b it is the ryte time to move on..
akku n semuenyer..

1st person who tells me he luv me so damn much..
tak mcm ari2 ckp i luv u syg..
luv u so much u n only u..
giler fake!! tak percaye akku!!
stop calling other people b konon..
WTF!! sriously..
im moving on kali nie..
tak bley thn anymore..
im sorry.. its not dat i dun luv u..
u know wut u've dun..

4 those yg bce.. i dunno how u feel.. but wut u feel dh tak pntg sbb im d one whose suffer ryte now.. im d one whose crying so badly.. y?? cuz i rmi kwn ker? sbb i mlyn ker? atleast im not like u.. rpt cmne skali pn u wif dat sum1 u hav to remember d bound.. loosing me is an option to u now.

2nd.. im goin nie..
tb2 ati tergerak nk mnjeguk org dsane..
jenguk punye jenguk nmpk sesuatu..
blog juge.. wut she has to tell to him..
omg~~ she's so in luv rupenyer..
dats y im movin' on..

i wish we could b like we use to b b4.. mish all those moments..

think!!

sum situation are very hard to xplain..
contohnyer.. kenape mst kiter mngelak dr mnyakitkan hati org walhal kiter memg akan skitkan hati dier walaupun bkn dgn cr berterus terang.. dpt tak mksd akku??
diz 1 i get it from one of my fwen la..
sowi if u dont really like my blog kali nie..
alasan untuk lpskan diri..

kalo tak ske den kiter ckp tak suke ryte?
tp knape kiter bg seribu 1 alasan smate2 kerana nk jg hati..
may b sbb kiter msh ader rs syg..
may b sbb kiter pk kan tentang kpntingan dier..
may b kiter nk mnjge hubungan baek kiter dgn dier..
may b kiter takot hilang dier tuk slamenyaer..
may b kiter takot smenyer akn berubah nnti..
may b kiter memg btul2 memerlukan ms n ketike utk kiter fikirkan sekejap ape yg kiter nk utk dier n dri kiter sndri..

kdg2 manusie ni buat keputusan tnpe berfikir..
n untuk berfikir iter memerlukan ms yg pnjg supaye keputusan kiter tuh blh dtrime pki..
dlm terms relationship.. trust tu pntg.. wlaupun bkn 100%..
so, in my opinion if pasangan kiter perlukan space utk dri dorg..
pe kate kiter bg ruang tuh n percaye dier gunekan ruang tuh sebaek mungkin..
n sekirenyer jln penyelesaian tuh tak memuaskan hati kiter..
trime la sebagai 1 lg ujian dlm hidup..
kesimpulannyer, aper jugek yg berlaku d kemudian hari adalah 1 lg beban untuk mndewasekan kiter sendri.. trime qada' n qadar smoge sumenyer berakhir dgn kebahagiaan yg dirahmati olehNya.. amin amin amin.. ;p

dulu.. dulu la.. ms dulu tu.. ;p

Bersaksikan lautan yang terbentang luas..
camar yang berterbangan bebas di udara..
kite dipertemukan atas nama sahabat..

Bermula sapa-menyapa
lantas berpanjangan menjadi teman bicara..
Pertemuan yang sedetik cuma..
rupa-rupanya membuahkan bibit-bibit kemanisan
tanpa kau dan aku sedari..

Dan hari-hari yang beralu
disulami tawa dan usik-mengusik..
adalah tunas sayang mula
bercambah di hati kita..

Kala kau dan aku mengikat janji untuk bersua,
halangan mengintai lalu merungkai janji..
memusnahkan kepercayaan kau padaku..

Lantas tanpa pamitan kau pergi..
pergi dan meninggalkan nanar di hati ini..
Dari lewat bicara antara kita..
aku cuba jejakimu..
Aku tidak mahu kecundang untuk kali kedua,
kerana kecundang itu amat menyakitkan..

tonggang tebalik.. tebalik tonggang..

life balancing dah ilang kot..
i recieve to bad news today.. memg sedey giler arr..
1st.. my PM test.. 15/50 jer?? pergh..
pwoject mite b fail.. tak tercapai akal kalo kne repeat..
wut heppen to me acttually..
fakta pertama : duk umah sewe
fakta kedue : umah sewe tuh ader internet
fakta ketige : banyak maen la pe lg
God is trying to show me that life is not about having fun all da time..
is not about fwens at all..
n its not about onlining..
i admit dat lately bnyk sgt spend time depan laptop..
assignment pn slalu lmbt..
by d time blogging ni pn ader 1 lg assgnment kot..
laen sme dh siap cume documentation je blm..
kalo nk buat slh tuh mcm2 care blh..
tp tu la.. biler skali dh kene, rs nk taubat tuh skjap jer..
sok luse wat lagi..
pkok pngkalnyer iman mst kuat..
kuat la sgt.. nk dpt sbulan skali sujud dpn Allah pun pyh..
huhuhu.. ;p
msh smpt akku b'pk..
kdg2 tak sedar.. bnyk slh.. tp takkan nk tgu tuhan byr cash br nk sedar..
pk la sendri..
huwaaaa~~ cm ne nie.. kusutnyer.. :c

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hampir 6 pg..

almost 6.. mate msh segar.. kepale msh ligat berputar..
benar kate org chente tu indah.. org juge xmenipu bile chente itu pemusnah..
bkn pemusnah, tp pembawe kpd kemusnahan..
akku berchente.. skali.. 2x.. pe sbnrnyer chente??
jntg dup dap dup dap..
sntiase nk dgn dier..
resah ble bertntg mte..
ttur kate xtratur ketike bicare..
amat perlukan c dier..
biler mlm tb, yg d cari dier..
dlm mimpi pn dier..
celik mate pn dier..
rindu serindu rindunyer..
biler bgaduh hati gundah gulane..
xbley tdo.. mcm akku.. akku xpndi b'chente..
sbb akku xdpt bg sang penchente ape yg dier nk..
mgkin blm ms.. bkn xpndi..
umur ms mude kot..
time ksh en. nizam ats nasihat..
tp dh slalu sgt mcm nie..
bnd kecik, smpi rabak hati akku..
bkn slh dier.. tp itu syarat akku..
chente ader syarat??
hurmm.. tu utk akku, utk akku kaji semule..

hati pecah

steps dat i made from here to there stops when i finally realize dat thers no way i can make u hepi.. d reasons dat i hav never satisfy u since d 1st day we met.. i always believe dat we can stay as how we r.. but im wrong when i know u're not stronger as i am.. d luv dat i giv was neve d bez u eva had.. n it was a lie when u say "it is d bez syg..".. i mite think dat i've done my bez, but it wasnt d bez 4 u.. i cant do wut u want me to, but it doesnt mean i didnt try at all.. theres still a bound even we hav each other.. n it saparates us.. always n 4eva.. dun eva think dat i dun understand how u feel cuz i feel d same way too.. but i believe there is one day.. d day that well share things..
i dun want u to leave but i'll leave u.. im not goin anywhere but still not close as we were now.. ill remember all those memories dat we shared.. tired but sleep wont b d bez solution of how i feel tonite.. u make ur dcission while i'll wait.. leave or stay.. if u leave it'll change but if u stay, there'll b more blogs n heartache.. i did it all 4 u, n theres only one i hav to b strict n respect is all i ask.. but if respect didnt own me, then i shall leave even its not a wish.. it'll hurt both n mite more then a hurt..
d nite is getting late but these eyes wont let me to.. i wish i could sleep till d day where we're happy n happiness wut we hav.. im so sorry wish i could do better.. juz a couple of months but it feels like a years.. knowing u, loving u, having u nspending my time wif u is all dat i want.. hurmm..
akku dh kerah seluruh tenage utk bthn.. bthn dgn chente yg 1 ni.. tp mkin hari akku mkin lmh.. smpi tak daye lg nk bthn.. chente kuharap hingga hujung nyawe tak lg nmpk jlas.. nmun bgitu akku xlg cube mncri krane akku bkn org btuah.. ciptaan tuhan ini bkn mlik akku.. biar pn xlme tp akku bersyukur.. bersyukur krane ader dier temani akku..

kiter ambil kire semua yg berlaku adalah takdir.. takdir dimane kiter wajib menerimenye dgn hati yg tabah.. samada bnd tu baek mahupun buruk.. sekejap akku terfikir yang kiter blh mngubah takdir kalo kiter rse takdir tu tak match dgn life kiter.. kdg2 kiter tertanye2 knape kiter diuji mcm tuh.. tp yang sebenarnyer kiter tak sdar sbnrnyer ujian tuh adalah sebahagian drpd bekalan pengalaman kiter.. pengalaman yg menjadikan kiter labih dewase.. ade yg blh dijadikan teladan dan ade yg tidak.. kepayahan utk kiter menerime adalah pemberat pd pengalaman tu nnt..
dh mcm2 yg akku tempuh, n sme nye mngajar akku untk jd slh seorg manusie yg tabah n blajar cre tuk tdk lr dr ujian Nya.. kdg2 aper yg berlaku tak semue yg akku ske tp akku kne jgk trime.. sme ni utk pesediaan pd ujian yg lbh besar, yg bakal akku tempuh.. terime kasih atas semuenyer.. bile ianya akn berakhir, hanye tuhan yg tahu.. selagi akku msih blh berdiri, slagi akku msh boleh melihat, mndengar, n berkate2 akku akan hadapi dengan pebuh sbar.. n berharap ianye dpt mbntu org laen kelak..
hidup bkn semate2 untk berseronok n berpoye2.. akku akhirnyer bertemu dgn aper yg akku nak.. tp sise kish hidup lalu masih lg mnghantui.. smenyer takkan berakhir slagi akku tak melepaskannyer.. terime kasih cinta sbb akku msih lg diberikan peluang sekali lg untuk lbh mngenali erti sbnr sebuah cinta.. tp.. hurmm.. manusie takkan pernah puas bukan.. akku ke yg tamak atau msh blm pndai untk bersyukur?? atau ini adalah ujian?? ataupun takdir yg akku kate pemberat pd pengalaman.. smenyer harus akku selidik semula.. akku bermula dgn a berakhir dgn z.. hidup x seperti a hingga z.. tp 0 hingga infiniti.. selagi mte yg celik xpjm selagi tu akku perlu terus berdepan dgn sme nie.. ape yg akku harapkan semoga 1 hari nnti akku akan memiliki sesuatu yg tetap n xkan berubah.. n bile tb saat itu, akku akan hargai setiap peluang yg ader.. peluang utk trus hidup n hidup yg penuh bermakne..

sinned

kite semua melakukan kesilapan.. kesilapan yg mndtgkan dose.. biarpun kite sdar itu adalah dose, namun kiter ttp melakukannye berkali2.. i've seen people made a mistake n so do i.. we always tot that we're doin d ryte thing when things work out perfectly.. tp sbnrnyer x.. ader yg akn kate kiter slh n akn memudaratkan diri kiri.. i've been in diz situation b4..
ader yg berpesan.. "jgn.. nnti kamoo jtuh.. " yup.. jth n bgn.. bgn bkn untk berdiri tgk, tp terpakse bongkok bertemankan tongkat.. lme.. amat lme.. nsb baek ader yg memimpin, kalo tak dh mnyusahkan org sane sini.. lme2 blh berdiri dgn btul, org kate dh nmpk jln, berjln pn tak perlu di pimpin lg.. namun begitu akku seng di pimpin.. akku nk trus di pimpin.. n skang akku msih lg di pimpin.. akku slesa..
dlm pd akku di pimpin.. ader org laen yg nk juga pgg tgn akku n tlg akku berjln dgn btul.. mereke tau akku dh berjln dgn btul tp mereke msh mau mmbntu.. "tak usah la.. saye dh ok.. blh berjln sndri.. tak perlu bantuan kamoo lg.. dh ader yg membntu.." tolak care baek.. tp dorg ttp berkeras.. akhirnyer "pergi!! akku tak perlukan kamoo!! akku dh ok skang!! pergi!!" dan mereke pergi.. tp pergi dgn ingatan yg itam n hati yg berdarah.. n akku.. akku tlh berdose kerane mereke tidak berslah..
"tuhan.. akku manusia biasa.. berikan akku kekuatan.. berikan akku pertunjuk.. jika mereka adalh untukku maka dekatkan lah mereka padaku.. n curahkanlah segale kasih syg duania akhirat buat kami.. restuilah perhubungan kami.. n jika mereka bukan untukku.. maka jauhkanlah mereka dariku supaya mereka n akku tak perlu berhutang sesame sendiri.. amin.. amin.. amin.."

1 hati sejuta rasa

cerite seorang teman..
i nak bercinte nie.. i btul nk bercinte i dh bersedie sgt2.. crkn i calon n i akan setie pd dier..
dier n hanye dier??
yer dier n hanye dier.. sebagai balasan i jnjikn kebahagiaan sepnjang hayat..
selepas beberape bulan..
lame tak jumpe aper cerite?? dah bertemu dengan si dier??
suda.. kami bahagie.. tp i kerap beremosi.. takut si dier kurg selesa..
aper yg mengganggu..
hati 1, emosi pelbagai..
i tak phm..
kdg kami ok.. kdg2 tak.. tp dier kate kami ok.. mgkin perasaan je kot.. anyway terime kasih yer..
cinte bkn blh pkse.. cinte dtg n pergi.. u pasti u bercinte?? mcm mner u tau u bercinte??
i suke.. i syg.. i perlukan dier.. i maukan dier.. i ikhlas dier n hnye dier..
u rase dier rase yg same??
kadang2..
kenape???
sbb sejuta rase..

to be or not to be trust..

i was born to b nice to people.. tak kire la sape org tuh skali pn.. most of them guyz la.. i trust them cuz i dun even care bnd tuh btul atau tak.. biase la internet kot.. so, one day i met diz guy which i call D in my previous blog post.. amat suke berkawan dgn dier.. he was funny.. seronok la.. so, bru2 ni i had a call from a gurl n dier kate dier gf D.. terkejot giler cuz sblm ni dier kater dier tade gf.. i dunno wut to do.. omg omg omg n omg spnjng perbualan tuh.. if i hav a chance i would like to ask him y.. his not d only person yg wat camtu.. d nex day my ex nyer ex gf add me gk.. he is B from my previous blog post.. he told me that his gf left him.. but yg sbnrnyer he left her cuz he met sum1.. aper nie?? im being nice tuk aper ni sbnrnyer??? kot yer pn intenet ni menipu, takkan sme laki menipu?? huhhh.. i dun really care cuz bnd dh lps.. tp those thngs serabot gile dlm pale.. semak la.. cam ne nie.. stop jd baek ker atau truskan jd baek n biar dorg pjak2 ati i.. i dh mule bosan ngan lelaki.. n it is bez 4 me idop sorg kot.. hurmm..

status

how hard relationship is.. hard when we dunno wut is the status.. it happens to me.. we both share thngs together, saying "i luv u" all the time n missing one another.. we both know how we need each other how we want each other so bad.. but wut is our status???
he said it once.. tp tak mcm serius pn.. cam ne ni?? nk ke tak nak nie?? huhuhu.. ;p i dun mind kot.. dh berbulan i tggu takat nk tgu 6 7 thun lg pe de hal.. hurmm.. bkn aper, if nk lbey2 bkn bf.. if xbg lbey majok.. hahaha.. ;p but i kinda like diz way so much..
wut ever it is i wish that our relationship tak jahanam.. cuz we met in a different way from others.. ;p

awak.. awak nak jd bf sy??

huhuhu.. ;p its kinda funny when ciplak sumthing from media n make it as ur's.. like me i ske tgk iklan celcom "kakak nak jd kakak sy??".. ;p yesterday me n my gf plan nk wat cam tuh kat bazaar ramadhan.. so, today kitorang buat la.. ;p go to the person who got looks n style la kan.. takkan nk p kat yg biase2 jer.. diz guy wearing pink tshrt juz my taste la kan n jeans.. dh hensem abes nie.. huhuhu.. ;p so i start la.. cuit bahu dier then " awak.. awak nk jd bf sy??" dat guy wat muke la cam tekejut ker cam aper ke im not sure la.. again i ask him.. "awak.. awak nak jd bf sy tak??" then dier senyum smpi telinge.. omg!! guess wut happen when he smile.. hahaha.. ;p im sure u guyz dh tau wut happen.. ;p if dier btul pn nk jd my bf, 1 bnd jer i nk dier wat.. "u, lenkali kalu u nak dating ngan i u jgn senyum ye syg.." hahaha.. ;p pls la.. 4 d gurlz ke boyz ker.. if muke jer yg bley blah others tak bley tak gune jugakkan.. u mite think that gf or bf akan fall in love cuz of ur looks but in the end dorg akan tau gak korg camne sbnrnyer.. so, as for me la kan i dun need preety face to fall in luv with, as long as dier tau jg i n himself tuh dh ckup.. ;p

gossip gurl xoxo..

looking at d title pn u dh tau its about da gurlz yg ske gossip.. diz 1 i dpt from my fwen yg bru blik kls td.. diz is about a couple yg hot sgt berchenta smpi d bf yg wat kan hmpir sme keje d gf.. i've ask bout it once to d gf la.. i tnye "u xde asignment ker??" then d gf jwb "ader.." then i tnye lg " tak penah nmpk u buat pun" then dgn relaxnyer dier jwb "bkn i taknak buat tp bf i dh buatkan.. dier yg nk buat.." huhuhu.. ;p as 4 me la kan syg camne skali pun i kat bf i, in education case tak bley la sme bnd kite nk buat kan 4 our partner kan.. name pn blaja, if dh keje t cam ne plak.. takkan u ader task nk wat u cr bf or gf u watkan.. so, kat sini ader beberape kesimpulan.. yg pertame, biar la gf or bf u wat keje sndri cuz one day dier kene gak wat sndr.. n 2nd 1 cr la bf or gf yg tak same course bg mengelakkan kes "syg.. i tak rti la wat ni.. u watkan ley tak.. luv ya" ;p
for those yang de mslh ni pls la korg berubah.. if its not 4 u for ur partner aite.. daa.. ;p

a perfect morning..

i woke up diz morning wif my very bez smile.. huhuhu.. ;p aper nie!! jgn wat klaka la.. i was told dat i'll by sum1 that things will change once u're in love.. i've been in love 4 so many time smpi dh mls dh rsnyer.. tp sme jer sme.. tade beze pun.. wish diz time will b diff.. ;p
my last love ends when they. huh?? they?? yup.. they.. sblm tuh sorg jer, but ryte after he left me.. i ader they.. ;p i was wrong when i decided to played them.. acttually niat tuh ader, but i dunno how.. yg c A tuh i knl 2 days after i break wif my ex which is my 1st luv.. A sgt amat baek.. huhuhu.. ;p baek la cuz kurg bersosial n keadaan yg tak mngizinkan kot.. everything was fine till mummy happen.. hahaha.. ;p ++ A tuh flirt sne sni.. so, i met B.. when i met B, he's juz my boz n im his PA.. it was fun till dier mule merisik.. hahaha.. ;p merisik sgt.. special way he tackles my heart is by sending me voice sms.. he'll sing 4 me.. gimmie wishes.. i like that.. ;p
dlm ms yg sme,A dh berubah n his back 4 me.. still luv him cume.. not interested cuz B is betta.. hahaha.. ;p A hate me so much n email me mcm2.. kesian tp nk wat camner.. it is betta 4 me to leave him sbb dier dh tau sal B.. n at the same time i left B cuz i met C.. ;p
huhuhu.. ;p wanna know wut happen?? nnt k.. wait for the nex episode.. ;p