bulan

bisikku pada bulan..
kembalikan
kekasehku
temanku
syurgaku

tanpa dia
malam menemaniku
sepi memelukku

bulan
jgn biar siang
biar kelam
seperti malam
yang menemani..

life

Tears are forming in your eyes,
a storm is warning in the skies,
the end of the world it seems,
you bend down and fall on your knees,
but be back on your feet ,yeah,

don't look away, don't run away,
baby it's only life,
don't lose your faith, don't run away,
baby, it's only life.

you were always playing hard,
you never could let down your guard,
and that you can't win, if you never give in,
and to that voice within,
saying pick up your chin,
baby let go of it , yeah.

don't look away, don't run away,
baby, it's only life.
don't lose your faith, don't run away,
baby it's only life.(repeat)

take your hesitance, and your self defense,
leave them behind, it's only life,
don't be so afraid of facing every day,
just take your time, it's only life,
I'll be your stepping stone, don't be so alone,
just hold on tight,it's only life,

don't look away, don't run away,
baby it's only life,
don't lose your faith, don't run away,
baby, it's only life

it's only life, it's only life,
don't look away...

si PEna

menari.. pena ini menari lg..
apa mahu mu wahai si pena..
pena terus menari..
maka, tercoret la kata-kata..

lidah kelu, beku, pejal..
mata meliar, mencari, memerhati..
suasananye suram, menanti ajal..
tatkala itulah perasaan mencengkam hati..

fikiran bercelaru..
bkn ini yg akku mahukan..
bkn ini juga yg kiter semue mahu..
kiter semue.. kau aku dan dier.
mereka..

hari ini sekali lagi
akku terpukulkan kisah silam
akku takut.. ianya berulang kembali..
alunan music itu bergema dseluruh
ruang ruang rindu ini..

akku rindukan ketika kiter
mule gelak ketawa bersama
akku rindukan kate2 yg tak penah akku dgr
dr engkau, dier mereke..
akku rindukan belaian seorg bapa,
sentuhan seorang ibu
usikan seorg abg dan herdikan seornag kakak..
owh.. tak lupe hiruk pikuk si adek kecil..

semuenyer berubah tatkala akku masih
berdiri disini.. sentiase megharapkan semuanye
kembali sperti sediekala..
manusie berubah.. benar..
tapi sejauh mane perubahan itu..
hingga hujung nyawe blm tentu semuenye
akan kembali seperti dulu..

kini hati kian terjerut..
keinginan tidak berbalas..
idup ini harus terus..
terus dan jgn sesekali terhenti
hanye kerane kamoo rindukan saat itu..

pena ini behenti saat akku
terase sejuk.. akku mahukan pelukan..
pelukan kasih syg..
sampai sini dlu wahai si pena..
esok luse kau kembali..
kembali dengan luahan2 akan dtg..

benci..

nak ketawe tp tade ape yg kelakar.. nak mnangis akku bkn lg bdk kecik nk perlu disumbat lolipop utk snyp.. ketiadaannyer, kewujudan akku dan kehilangan..

bile tak de akku cari2..
bile ader akku suh pegi..
bile pegi akku rayu kembali..
bile kembali akku mntk undur diri..

bile akku undur diri, akku tak puas ati..
bile akku tak puas ati, akku trus berlari n mencari..
bila dah pnt berlari n mencari, akku berhenti..
bile akku suda pun bhenti, segale nyer bru nk bermula..

akku hdir mnmpatkan diri..
suatu sudut dmane kau n akku setuju..
utk kiter raih sesuatu..
sesuatu yg menggembirekan kiter..

akku berjaye, kau suke..
kiter bahagie..
"i giv u all dat i hav in d world so dat we'll b happy.."
jnji.. ape yg pntg???
bkn keje same la..
ape yg pntg?
usehe kiter..
pe yg kiter lakukan kiter ikhlas..
kiter sabar..
n tiade rahsie antara kiter..

rahsie?? tu dlu..
skarang??
akku tak rs lg smuenyer..
wlupun jauh akku gembire..
sbb kau ader..
tp akku hilang..
hilang.. hilang "trust"..
akku goyang..
kini..
akku gugup ketike lafazkan ayt chente..
akku t'pk2 nk sampaikn khabar berite..
akku berdebar2 mnunggu hari yg kiter nnti2 kn..

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banyak bnd nk tmbh tp akku tak rs cm nk smpn tuk akan dtg.. huhhh~~

theres always sumthing 2 b share.. always.. always.. hurmm.. if its not here, it'll b in my heart.. heart keep evrything inside.. d bads n d guds.. we'll do d bads n d guds.. but we didnt decide which has to b d bads n d guds.. my bad is how i act.. how i treat.. wut i did n wut i've speak.. my gud is.. none i guess.. besides.. its not me whose telling d bads or d gudss.. n y should i care..

10.00 pagi..

keadaan sunyi camni yang akku nak.. akku suke..
akku letak buku yang akku bace td kat tepi..
bukan akku tak mau on9.. tp akku letih la..
penat.. akku ta sht nie.. pns bdn pn belom kurang..
syg.. on9 la.. i tggu nie.. huhuhu.. ;p
akku cam dpt rse ader yg nk akku on9..
sowi syg.. i xlarat giler..
skang ni ngah on9 tp tade yg menarik..
bunny tade.. wan tade.. crazee styler pn tade..
yg ader xpensive dude..
sape nk yg mahal2.. or msie kalo boleh nk yg free jer.. ;p
so pas bukak web sane sini, akku lg ske buang ms akku kat blog nie..
merepek 2 3 perenggan then publish then biar jer..
fun.. hahaha.. ;p

sbut sal fun akku betuah sbb dpt bunny..
y?? huhuhu.. ;p sbb his d bez damn thing..
y?? sbb his always there 4 me..
thnks bunny.. muahsxzz.. ;p
i'll b back soon.. then we'll meet up..
pastu kiter merepek tntg ms dpn..
hahaha.. ;p
eii.. kiter blm dcide lg nk p mner kan..
hahaha.. ;p
nemind let it b..
i dun like plans at all..

;p

do it!!

Life is a challenge, meet it
Life is a gift , accept it
Life is an adventure , dare it
Life is a sorrow , overcome it
Life is a tragedy ,face it
Life is a duty , perform it
Life is a game , play it
Life is a mystery , unfold it
Life is a song , sing it
Life is an opportunity , take it
Life is a journey , complete it
Life is a promise , fulfill it
Life is a love , embrace it
Life is a beauty , praise it
Life is a spirit , release it
Life is a struggle , fight it
Life is a puzzle , solve it
Life is a goal , achieve it!

serve u ryte~~

life wont b diz hard if i could go over it..
tonite.. huhh.. giler tuff..
ingt kat abis xm bley la hepi2..
but its not..
may b it is the ryte time to move on..
akku n semuenyer..

1st person who tells me he luv me so damn much..
tak mcm ari2 ckp i luv u syg..
luv u so much u n only u..
giler fake!! tak percaye akku!!
stop calling other people b konon..
WTF!! sriously..
im moving on kali nie..
tak bley thn anymore..
im sorry.. its not dat i dun luv u..
u know wut u've dun..

4 those yg bce.. i dunno how u feel.. but wut u feel dh tak pntg sbb im d one whose suffer ryte now.. im d one whose crying so badly.. y?? cuz i rmi kwn ker? sbb i mlyn ker? atleast im not like u.. rpt cmne skali pn u wif dat sum1 u hav to remember d bound.. loosing me is an option to u now.

2nd.. im goin nie..
tb2 ati tergerak nk mnjeguk org dsane..
jenguk punye jenguk nmpk sesuatu..
blog juge.. wut she has to tell to him..
omg~~ she's so in luv rupenyer..
dats y im movin' on..

i wish we could b like we use to b b4.. mish all those moments..